new year

I would call 2011 a memorable year..bitter and sweet memories are all in it...I tried my best fulfilling my life so there shud be no more regrets being left behind..I learnt lots of stuff and I realise this quote is as true as it seems, "whatever that belongs to you will eventually come back to you" . For those who walk away, thank you and farewell..

Struggling

Have been having heavy head and eyelids for days...Finished reading few sets of notes but it seems nothing entered my brain..oh well...hope i can recover from this before final..

How are you

Today is the fifth day..i was so worried when i saw your facebook status saying you are having flu...my mum handed me the supplement which is very efficient to cure flu..oh well..and the propolis...Im late to hand you those...Im still your cushion yea..do approach me when you're sad or what...we will let nature take its course from now onwards...hoping nothing but you to feel happy, even its your decision, but i dont want you to feel sad either, i will feel bad cause i cant be around you anymore...unless miracle happens...dont forget to find me because im counted as understanding too..dont shed tears yea...*even my own eyes are swollen until now*

Xmas

One year has passed. Last year, we had a great one, dint we. Homemade dinner prepared by me and two heartiest presents that have been your favourite till now. Do take care of everything which is memorable yea. Dont remove the turtle's eyes. How i wished we could walk further but now, everything is totally different. I was really speechless when you told me the reasons. If i dint go your way, you wouldnt be happy either. All i wanted was just simple comfort where both parties could cope easily. Guess like I gave way to you that the problem occurred eh. Differences were always standing between us like you said, but i never mind. Who cares if we could still be happy. You can never find a couple without differences. That's all i wanna say.. Too bad things dint go like i wanted, hope you will find your real happiness and freedom once more. Merry Xmas to you. Hope you will become happier than before..I hereby lessen your burden...
Love from jd...

Missing you

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like before

i will owes be the same old jd who will owes be around you whenever you need me~ multi-purpose jd eh! your personal cushion, clown, and shoulder! hehehe! even i gt many lipssssssss...XD

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Hi, Im here to blog again ~

Just wanna clarify something, you said im just worried about myself..

but all im trying to say is i cherish our relationship that's why im afraid to lose you...